So it's been awhile. I've successfully made it out alive of my freshman year of college. That was my number one goal when I started. To just make it out alive. It seems alot more like highschool than I thought it would be. Some things will just never change.

I'm fusrated. I hate feeling like this. But I am so now I'm left to deal with it. Mostly it has to do with other people. I blamed alot of it on myself too though. I'm smart enough to know that all I have to do is remove myself from the situation to not feel like this. But I feel obligated to stay. It's very conflicting. Maybe I just need to turn off my cellphone and take a vacation.

I have a haircut tomorrow. I'm excited and I'm tired. It's late. I need to get to bed much much earlier than I do now. Good night <33

p.s. I swear to God if I don't get at least a B- in A&P1 something very bad is going to happen.

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