The past couple of weeks I think I've grown up more than I have in about 2 years. It was my time of adjustment. I know where I stand with everything. My friends. My values and beliefs. What I want out of life. I think I'm alot tougher. I don't let little things bother me anymore. Just the things I feel are important, that are worth fighting for. I also made it through Horror Hall. I don't think I would have done that a year ago.

I've had some of the worst times at bloomsburg because of certain boys. But I've had some of the best times because of my friends are here. But supposed that's what college is all about. I was so worried that there wouldn't be a balance between new and old. And that people would forget about me. But thankfully there is. The new can never replace the old. But there's enough room in my heart to allow other people in it.

So I met a new guy. I have a good feeling about this one. Maybe Des's powers of match making will work with this one. She did set up the prom king and queen. But I don't want to jinx things and he probably doesn't even like me but yea I have a huge crush =)

I hate to admit this but I get homesick. But then I miss Bloomsburg after a couple of days of being home. I think it's the people that I miss most not the actual place. But it's still home. And it'll always be my home =)

But my life is far from perfect... but it's the flaws that make interesting.

p.s. I like getting mail =) It makes me feel loved.

Bottom line is even if you see them coming you're not ready for the big moments. No one asks for their life to change, not really, but it does. So what are we? Helpless? Puppets? No. The big moments are gonna come, you can't help that. Its what you do afterwards that counts. That's when you find out who you are."

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