10:59 p.m. on 2005-09-25

He's home and he's still not speaking to me. I'm still on his blocked list.
We're not not over we're on a hiatus. Basically when things don't work out with this other girl he'll come back to me. But I hurt him. More like the other way around.

I did not do anything wrong. But he blames me for every thing. But I still lit up like a christmas tree to see that he's back. Away from her.

Why can't I get over this? Why does he affect me like this? I hate feeling ignored and used and stupid.

It started out with a kiss how did it end up like this?

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